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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

haha.

back to update.

ok, reached home not long.
went audi-ed quite a few rounds for dar.
lvled to 14 ler.
1 time pass licence.
be proud of me k? dar? =x

edited some stuffs on my laptop.
got lots of useless stuffs.
must clear them.
no wonder my laptop so laggy nowadays.
ah... feel so good after this shyts are gone.
=)

alright.
hope dar's doing great.
she's gonna have her o lvl exam on Thurs.
wish her luck.
many many luck.
^^
jiayou.
after your o lvls, we go lan shop choing audi.
hao ma? =D

gtg for dinner etc.
haven even bathe.
=/
bye peeps.

faith-

faith & rain-
7:02 PM

ah.
in school right now.
blogging in DE's class.
=x
dont get caught can ler.

ok, i woke up dam late today can.
lesson started at 8am.
i reached school at 10am.
HAHAHA.
gay.

ok, reached school just nice for other class.
haha.
PEEE's tutorial.
boring shyt.
learn some PEEE formulas nia.
=D
time to study. =x
must work hard now.
awwwww..

after that, went FC4 for lunch again.
ate the same thing.
chicken with fried rice.
hehe.
den went library.
install AutoCAD stuffs.
play a round of dota.
haven finish la.
=(
no time.
got lesson on still.
yawns.

ky beside me playing CS.
LOL.
k la,
gtg.

update later if got anything.
=D

faith-

faith & rain-
1:56 PM

30th october

ok, wasn't feeling quite good now.
dunno what's wrong with me.
kinda moody.
it's like i have so much things to worry about.
but,
i dunno what am i worrying about.
u understand that kind of feeling?
k, it's like..
just dam sian.
and, no mood for anything.
it seems like i got lotsa things to stress about.
sighs.
nvm,
i'll slowly sort them out.
1 by 1.
think thru them.
deal with them.
=)

anyway,
just came home after meeting dar at vivocity.
we went the 'kopitiam' there and eat.
dar ordered some kind of fish thingy.
now i know, when it comes to food,
she's always smiling.
really.
awwww,
look at this photo,
she's shy.

well, she snatched my fone and took this.
o.o

haha.
i ordered deserts for her and myself.
mine is 'dao suan'.
hers is 'cheng teng'.
we shared a bit.

after dinner,
we went to walk around there.
shop shop shop.
walk here and there.
den went 'ben&jerry' there eat ice cream.
hmmmm,
yumyum.
the ice cream was indeed nice.
=D
k, i know.
i'm 'sua ku'.
whatever.

we went to take bus home after ice cream.
i sent her home.
today dar was abit 'dian dian' one.
k, means sot sot.
haha.
dunno what she doing also. =x
she's perspiring like siao. o.o
so no hugs.
=(

k, after that i went home.
duh.
in the bus, talking to dar,
and feeling dam moody.
sighs.
dunno why also.

kk, gtg.
got school tml.
must sleep enough.
otherwise no mood to study.
=)
nights.

faith-

faith & rain-
12:08 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

some photos uploaded just now by me.

ain't she cute and beautiful.
i love her lots.
=D

at crystal jade. (eating)

she looks especially nice when she's studying. =x

mirror mirror..

faith-

faith & rain-
6:44 PM

did nth much today.
went school,
did some work.
paid more attention to maths today.
asked more questions den usual.
learn more stuffs.

was kinda moody and unwell today.
wasn't really feeling good.
sms-ed dar the whole morning.
my sms woke her up.
sorry. ><

mr neo talked to us bout working experience etc.
how evil man can be.
scary. =/
i better be more careful when i go to work next time.

a very short lunch time at FC4.
ate mixed chicken with fried rice.
chicken are nice.
but rice isn't.
taste like.. plain rice.
nth special.
booo.

went for early maths class.
we're gonna ask more maths questions.
i miss too much of maths.
gotta catch up on more.

this wed i'm having Auto CAD test.
gg.
confirm fail.
this subject is fcuked up.
though it's good for future use.
but to me now, it's useless.
k, enough said.

dar was telling me to go her house area there.
bring her some food etc.
so that we can eat together.
she asked me to cook spag, hotdogs and mushrooms for her.
and, she'll cook me some potatoes and the spag sauce too.
share share.

too bad, things doesn't go smoothly.
i said ok to call her when my school ends.
but, i cab home with a friend.
and i didn't call her after my school str8.
she was angry. very..
i called her only when i reached home.
=(
k, once again, i upseted her.
sighs.
what can i do?
anyway, was thinking to like surprise her.
we changed the date to tml.
means we will only meet tml.
but since i dismissed earlier.
i was planning to surprise her today.
weee..
i cooked hotdogs already.
sad.
not going anymore.
she doesn't have the mood.
i don't have too, for now.
it's ok.
i dont wanna tell her.
i'm learning to stop finding any more excuses for myself and make her unhappy.
=)
nvm, give my parents to eat later. ^^
for dinner i suppose.

see how it goes,
may be meeting her tml.
hope everything turns out fine.

i miss her,
i don't want her to be upset with me now.
how?
sighs.
=(

faith-

faith & rain-
6:31 PM

29th october

just came home after dinner with baby.
xD

firstly, met baby at Holland V.
we planned to go Crystal Jade for dinner.
hehe.
i was on the bus, and i forgot to alight.
zzz.
miss a stop and i had to walk dam dam far.
i was like running.
dun wanna make dar wait.
no choice.
so i ran all the way lo.
perspire like siao.
-.-

k, met dar outside Crystal Jade.
lol.
sorry to make you wait. =x
we went upstairs and took our seats.
dar ordered porridge again.
but this time round is chicken and mushroom one.
i wanted order porridge also.
but, she wanted me to order something else. so can share.
so i ordered noodle.
cantonese dunno wad.
forget the name. =x
we ate, took some photos.
den i went to pay la.
i brought like 20bucks nia.
=/ saving money.
the bill was 19.93bucks.
weeeee.
just nice.
hahahaha.

after that, me and dar went to starbucks there.
she wanted to study.
so i pei her out today lo.
she order caramel something one.
forget the name also. =x
near 7bucks.
lol.
again, we went upstairs and sit.
she studied, while i stoned.
den i was very bored.
decided to call pple and di siao.
first target = Ferinna.
xD
called her, talk a bit, den hung ler.
=x sry to disturb.
lol.
den me and dar decided to call leg and prank!
ahahahaha.

here goes the convo.
"Good evening Mr.
I'm calling from NTUC, you see.
I'm calling to inform you that you have won our Grand Prize in the lucky draw.
Please come down to Orange Valley this week to claim your prize.
If you have any enquiries, feel free to call 97651372. Thank You."

lol
leg was pwnt.
den i called him back using my phone and talked to him a while.
ahahaha.
he keep scolding me nb. =x

kk, after dar studied finish.
i sent her home.
took many photos in the bus.
hehe.
once again, my angle wasn't very good.
=(
realise dar likes to tickle me a lot.
i meant a lot.

k, here are the photos.
=D

the food.
the noodles.

the porridge.

in the bus.
toots. =x

ouch. =x

cool? =P

our nicks.

clings.

XD nice ma?

faith-

faith & rain-
12:24 AM

Sunday, October 29, 2006

27th october

went school only in the noon. =x
i ponned 2 lessons in the morning.
decided to only go for GEMs class.
haha.
cause today got presentation.
zzz.
if not i sure pon also.
cause i'm sick today.
=(
sian.

so i went school at like 11am+.
met friends for lunch.
accompanied ky on his project thingy.
after that i went to my psychology class.
i was the first in my team to arrive.
lol.
so the presentation started.
a lot of role plays one.
got 1 team, woooo, a guy called nick sings.
lol.
played guitar and sang.
his voice not bad.
can join SG idol.
haha.

after the whole thing,
i went to Ikea and met my parents.
ate some hotdogs and meatballs.
went to shop around there.
they were looking for TV racks/bench.
i'm there to help carry.
-.-
k, i bought myself a carpet and tv bench too.
hehe.
after that, took taxi with them.
helped bring the things up to my house.
den i went off to westmall and meet sam.
cause i gtg work there.
haha.
selling ice cream. =x
and weeeeee, i sold 13boxes today.
whahahaha.
30bucks.
easy money.
=D

28th october

woke up like near 12am.
sms-ed gary.
asked if there's work today.
and weeeee, we got.
i played dota with ark etc.
some auditions.
den have to go bathe etc, prepare to go work ler.

i was thinking to earn like 30bucks again.
but, i only earn 7bucks+.
WTF.
sold only 3boxes.
nb.
today's venue at Clementi there.
dam hard to sell can?
all old pple living there.
dam sian.
all won't buy one lo.
assholes.
=(
walked till my leg going break.
still cannot sell as many.
yawns.
i'm god dam sick also lo.
=(
den soon 10pm liao.
me and my friend gave up.
lol.
ok la, come to think of it.
7bucks is better than staying at home with 0bucks earned.
the job is easy also.
=D

the corridors all dam hard to walk one.
1 block divided into 5 corridors.
wtf.
dam hard to walk. must climb here and there.
somemore the thing is heavy ffs.
sian jor.
but it's ok.
guys ma. =D

the girls there who helps to sell ice cream, all dam irritating.
lol.
talked non stop.
-.-
but the sales there, wasn't very good ah.
that area hard ba.
lol.
got girls also no use.
girls =/= good sale.
xD
selling ice cream is not easy as u think.
u think easy to convince pple? hahaha.
nono.
maybe i'll stop selling ler.
not as easy as thought.
i shall ask friend if got the give flyers one.
door to door.
easier.
stable income.
=D

talked to baby on my way home.
talked half way, low batt.
lol. tried to on back.
but really very low batt.
can't even on it at all.
awwww.. =/
reached home, rested,
den went bathe etc.
dar spammed my phone like 6-7 times.
lol. she thought i sleep ler.
but i was bathing ah.
came out, talked to her.
den suddenly she angry, den we hung the phone ler.
zzzz.
sadsad.
nvm.
hope she's ok now.
=(
den i was like in a sian mood,
went to msn and find ark to chit chat.
awhile later went in aud a few rounds with fer, shui etc.
den went to surf around,
den slp ler.

faith-

faith & rain-
1:54 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006

came across this comic strips that Ben (NorthDakota) sent me.
kinda funny.
=)

take a look.

faith-

faith & rain-
8:10 PM

hmmmm.
woke up at around 7.45am.
bathe etc and went str8 to school.
was punctual for lesson today.
=D
paid full attention to maths in class too.
xD hehe.

after maths class,
we decided to pon PEEE tutorial.
so me and my friends went to FC3 and ate.
chatted awhile.
gary came to meet us a shortwhile later.
turn out that he's gonna pon PEEE tutorial too.
he's gonna accompany william to Jurong E. there to collect something.
gays. =x

so me and the others headed to GuildHouse.
we played pool and arcade.
muahahaha.
whole morning i was sms-ing dar.
but she didn't reply.
sleep like pig ma.
=x

i won some matches in pool.
weeee.
today on form.
i realise why i always miss liao.
lol.
learnt from mistakes.
=D

after pool,
we walked back for PEEE practical.
ahhhh.
we saw outside pple coming to school to sell clothings!
clothings from F.O.S somemore.
ahahhaa.
cheap stuffs.
my friends kept hurrying me to lesson,
so didn't get to see those stuffs.
did some work today.
today's practical was kinda easy.
and more relaxing.
the lecturer likes to di siao me.
lol.
crazy old man. =x
i was waiting impatiently for 3pm to come.
so me and ky can go downstairs and see clothings.
ahahaha.

i bought a ripcurl shirt @ 25bucks.
quite nice. (to me la)
and a pair of heart-shaped keychains stuff.
can write each other's name on it one.
kinda cute.
haha.
cost a lil nia.
so i bought it.
no money ler, if not i'll buy more shirts. =D

there.

sweet right? xD

after that i went home,
den went out again.
lol.
carry stuffs etc.
=D

kk, gtg.
makan now. =D
gonna call dar soon.

=P

faith-

faith & rain-
7:52 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

woke up early in the morning today,
and prepared to go school.
dam tired la.
zzz..
but bo bian.
today gt project, cannot don't go.
sian 1/2.

me and wk were late for 1/2 and hr,
because we went eat breakfast! =x
early breakfast,
self-declared.
lol.
after breakfast, we choing to Auto-CAD class.
dam boring and sian one.
yawns.
was dam tired la.
some more just ate, of course tired. =x
awwww, Derek didn't come to school again today.
confirm gf still angry, that's why he has to go NJC there and wait for gf to hong her.
lol.

after this lesson,
we went for PEEE.
k la, i studied a bit.
A BIT NIA.
=D
not bad ler, unlike the usual me.
heh.
chatted with ky la.
lol.
he's going to cambodia with his sheena next year Jan,
a holiday.
got gf liao still like that.
asshole. =x
we talked and talked.
weeeeeee, lesson ended.
so fast.
whahahaha. we talked too long ah. =x

went to FC6 and had lunch.
wooots.
the wanton mee there.
not bad sia.
semi-godly.
=D
eat finish liao, stayed with xu a while.
den i went to meet my Psychology classmates.
haha.
did project till like 5pm+?
yawns.
we rehearsed and edited a bit of the script.
not much thing to do.

now, i have to start to study a lil by a lil.
den a lot a lot.
cause exams coming.
i gotta ACE them all.
dar confirm want go Uni, so i must go Uni with her too.
x)

pls jiayou for me.
=D
k, going for dinner.

faith-

faith & rain-
6:59 PM

IS FAITH PU GUO LAI DE!
T_T

anw ytd i went kusu island at arnd 7am.
slpt only 3 hrs =.=
went there~ fer and faith say alot of wu gui de lo.
but i nv see any wu gui.
only when i going home then i saw a pond at the temple there with wu gui.
besides that, NO WU GUI T.T
oh, saw one snake also la.
inside this cage. dunno why people also pray to the snake o.o
reach home arnd 10 like that.
10.30 got spongebob squarepants wor.
wahahha. so nice ^^
then i fell asleep.
till arnd 5+ heard my hp ring.
yuan lai is bao sms me.
tell me he on his way to buy food for me, lol.
He say his mama ask me go vivo with them, lol
I go be lightbulb mehh.
One family there ~.~
anw, he reached my hse bus-stop arnd 6.30 with all my food xD
Katong Laksa's OTAHHH
and Crystal Jade's Porridge.
*Drools*
Till now, the taste still lingers in my mouth~
It taste GODLY LO.
He keep whinning. Say $7 porridge~ of cos nice la
=.=''
After eat we walk walk arnd an estate near my house~ Then walk back my hse there~
Then stone stone awhile~
Talk talk~
i got some pic of him with his FAT FAT FACE la,
but i lazy post ~.~
Tired ma.
Is he tou kiss wo ok.
He still dare to say, F5.
Si water~ go make blog la.
I wanna see you and fer do what scandalous things ^^
Fer shy shy~ nv post ma.
I know water thick skin ders, sure will post xD
then told bao wake me at 6+
in the end he 7+ call me, i still slpy.
Then call me at 7.20 again~ i still slpy ~.~
Then he say he call me again when he reach sch,
then i think i nv pick le.
This time too slpy to hear, lol
woke at arnd 10+
then eat~ watch tv till now.
dammit, havent study yet =.=

okok i go bathe and then study ler.

<3rain-

faith & rain-
1:20 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

just came back from dar's house area.
lol.
i'm a special delivery man today.
i delivered porridge to her house with otah.

hehe.

(oops, sorry. resize wrongly.)
she's dam happy today. lol.
maybe cause i'm so sweet. =x
ahahaha.

before meeting dar,
i went vivocity with my parents.
ate at Haagen Dazs.
we ate FonDue.
woooots.
heavenly sia.
dam nice.
we also ordered a Waffle Cream.
also taste dam nice.
=))
thanks to my parents for such wonderful lunch.
lol.
after eating,
we went shop around.
my baby brother keep following around. lol.
sticking to me like siao.

i brought them around there as it's their first time.
lol.
shopped halfway.
i saw I.P Zone.
weeeeeeee.. so many nice clothes.
i bought a jacket once again.
=D
thanks to my parents again.

after shopping for the whole day,
we decided to go off.
haha.

and ya, i didn't see shui& fer there. lol.
heng. =x
lolol. jk nia.

k, after that went Holland V 'da bao' Crystal Jade's Porridge and Katong's Laksa's Otah and sent to dar's house there.
met her downstair etc.
lol.

(k la. censored)

k. thats all.
=D

faith & rain-
9:50 PM

haha.
just audi-ed finish with fer, shui, dar, roc etc.
very fun. =D
thought almost everyone's lagging,
but everyone's enjoying the game.
heh.
=P

lol, ark kept asking me to choing NPC.
but none of them wants to.
so..
sorry ark.
=/

no dota today.
ben and leg went to sleep.
ark played FEAR and audi whole day.
bored bored.
sian.
zzz.

have to sleep soon, gonna go out with parents tml.
to vivocity.
hahaha.
fer and shui going also.
hope i dont see them.
=x
after shopping with parents,
i needa go 'da bao' some food for baby.
argh.
needa go holland V and buy the porridge from 'crystal jade',
plus some otahs from the katong laksa store den,
send to baby's house there.
she needs to study.
can't go out for long.
no time to waste.
i shall be her delivery man for once. =x
let her sweet sweet one.
lol.

k, that's all.
nights all.

faith-

faith & rain-
1:23 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

dozed off the previous night while talking to baby.
sorry baby.
don't be angry with me.
=/

woke up this morning and rushed to school.
don't wanna be late, cause today got practical.
lol.
and, luckily, i did quite a lot of work today.
heng.
if not confirm rush like siao.
my friend said i wear the jacket like act cute.
wtf. lol.
__ him.
=x

there, the jacket baby chose.
nice? XD

in the bus.

after practical, we went to FC3 and had lunch.
i had some noodles with curry.
woooo, godly.
xD
dam nice.
like it a lot.
i ate it almost like everyday.
lol. sick =x
chit-chatted awhile, den we went up to the library to crap.
we kept teasing Gary,
saying him with this girl call Candy, his ice-cream 'ka kia'.
lol.
he told us that this girl likes him.
hinted him a few times liao.
lolol.
but too bad, she's not his type of girls.
ha.
after crapping.
we went for our maths class.
i wasn't paying much attention today.
a bit sleepy and sian.
ky kept talking to me.
i think teacher heard it, so whole class tio kan.
lol.

after lesson,
teacher wanna talk to me.
she kp me say i talk talk talk and never pay attention.
she said i got potential to do well, (which i think so too)
but i didn't put in enough effort only.
like wad lo, she said i keep talking to ky.
..
ky is the one talking to me non stop.
the root of all evil.
lol. xD
so ky got a bit of scoldings too.
after that, went str8 for math tutorial,
today got maths quiz, cannot pon.
=(
went there did some, cheated some.
and,
i got 18/20.
lol.
=)
ky asked someone to help him do.
wtf. 20/20.
cheater. =x
waited for kuku gary to finish up his work, den we went home together.
today dam cold la.
raining non stop there.
got myself all wet.
-.-

yup, that's all for today.
gotta go bathe etc.
later talk to baby.
=)

faith.

faith & rain-
5:34 PM

ma de.
Happily wanna blog but my web the blogger sot one lae.
looks so ugly.
spoil my mood __

anw today woke up at 7am.
i still slowly dress etc to go sch.
at first my papa wake me at 6.30, but i went to slp again, too tired. ytd 2+ then slp.
Then ltr my papa 7 come in.
Dad: very tired ah?
Me: huh? ya~ .
Dad: wanna slp somemore ah?
Me: ya -.-
Dad: but now 7.05 already.
Me: orh. *pauses* HUH? ._. now then tell me.
Dad: go school ah, dont intend to skip, i will not let you skip anymore. that time skip so much, teacher keep calling my phone
Me: T_T

Stand up, was about to walk to my bag to pack then he came back into my room and said "if you really very tired, then dont go"
LOL. But i still went. i promised her i would go.
Anw, heck. this will be the last day i'm going sch anw.
I gave myself halfday off today.
I told my papa today is halfday, LOL.
Then i told him tues and wed holiday, but actually wed no holiday, is my sch handbook print wrongly. Heck, i take it as i dont know ^^
Thurs halfday, go waste time nia.
Fri no sch anymore.

Anw, during recess, me thanyalak, hui xin, caroline were planning how to escape the school, cos you see, my school actually has security guards. =.=''
So hui xin left with carol first.
Then they escaped safely.
Then when me and thanyalak go lae.
suay like what -.-
Kana called back.
lucky i plan ahead sia.
cos i told thanyalak if anything happen, say we going tuition centre, applied study leave. LOL.
So we said as planned, and the guard ask retarded things like "you are not lying right?"
DUH. Would i say i am?
Then we went tiong there celebrate thanyalak's birthday. Eat at the foodcourt.
Then ltr nth to do, so me huixin and caroline went back sch. thanyalak really had tuition scheduled, lol.
So we sneak in. Me and carol heng lo, when we go in, just nice this girl was being confronted, so the guard didnt see us. we went in at different intervals, duh. make it so obvious meh.
Huixin gong gong one. told her when i go in the gate she come up the bridge, she wait so long. me and carol were outside library waiting for her. (p.s my sch library is called "Theresian Learning Centre" LOL. Sounds like a special place for special case la.)
Then suddenly we hear the guard shout.
Being "Caring", we went to the balcony and look look.
LOL POOR HUIXIN KANA CAUGHT.
But she managed to bluff her way thru, cos i teach her ma. LOL.
i dont get it, if sch employ guards, why dont they employ smart ones? ._.''
Then we stone outside library frm 12.45 to 10.15, cos we cant go back class, otherwise sure must do lots of explanation one.
lol dam funny laa.
While at the foodcourt we were looking at the presents. Got this present 2 ppl share. it cost $3.90. cos i saw it before ma. So i see le i was like, "WAH LAO, CHEAPSKATE -.-"
I know it's the thoughts that count you see, but still.. the words came out before i could think further.

kukunehneh one the sch.
I'm glad i'm leaving
lalala. sms bao all the way lo. he still having lessons, LOL. poor thing.
He still gt sch but i no more le. As in, i'm giving myself holiday, you see.
i hope i have some exam luck as i always do =x
Exam luck is what that brought me thru since i was in kindergarten, LOL.
I never study de. the most i study one day before.
heng heng what i see came out.
^^
pls, let me be lucky all my life.

llalala, i'm dying of boredom.
My house can open fruit stall le la.
all kinds of fruit one, my parents fruit nuts.
Got mango la, the orange orange thingy, purple thingy, papaya, watermelon, honeydew, jackfruit, guava, apple, orange, durian, dragonfruit, longan, etc. need go see. -.-

lalallaala, i'm bored =(

i lead an exciting life,
I need no hypocrites.
cheers =)
<3rain-

faith & rain-
4:27 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

ok nights.
btw, this neocard on the other day at Bugis.
=D

k, the picture is kinda blur here.
sorry.
=/

faith-

faith & rain-
11:52 PM

just came back from Holland V.
went there to have my dinner with baby.
we had Katong Laksa. =D
zomg.
the laksa is...
GODLY.
heaven sia.
lol.
AWESOME. XD

after our dinner, we went to walk around there.
went Fashion Export to see some clothings.
=(
too bad, i don't have much with me.
if not i sure buy some nice clothes.
baby didn't see wad she really likes,
so we went to F.O.S and find some clothings.
cool, the place is quite big.
lotsa nice clothings.
i bought a jacket, while baby bought a jacket and a collar top. =D
she looks awesome in it.
heh.

after spending some money, i sent her home.
while in the bus, we took some photos. =D
k, i admit i really suck in photos. -.-
totally diff. outside.

MY HAIR's in a big mess today.
look so fat in pics -.-
zzz.

faith-

faith & rain-
11:21 PM

just came home~
Went dinner with dear just now.
Had katong laksa in holland V there.
omg, remember to try the otah there too, it's splendid !
We bought some clothes too~
It was kind of a sudden decision, cos i went to see see, then, EH~ quite nice wor.
So i just bought it lo.
Girls buy clothes, need to think one meh ~.~
Bao say why i nv say i wanna buy clothes, if not he bring more $$ =.=
He bought one blue jacket.
I bought a light brown one and a kinda like blouse de top.
The jacket i nv check properly lo =(
End up i reach home then realised it's a size bigger.
Oh wells, i just have to bear with that imperfection.
Just now wait for bus with bao at my house there.
I was so sleepy laa.
Lie on bao and slp.
LOL
YAY, today i bite him again, muahaha.
He say i like to torture him =.=
i like to pinch and slap his face, dont know why, lol.
Next time bao, rmb to bring your credit card ok.
All our shopping expense you pay huh.
^^

Here's some funny pictures of bao~ (he's gonna kill me for this =x)

Look at his eyes~ =x

FAT FAT FACE!

my brown jacket~!

my blouse~

cute shoes from my da sao~ (IKEA)

<3rain-

faith & rain-
11:12 PM

hello. =P
didn't update for the events yesterday.
haha.
was dam tired when i reached home.

okok, yesterday we went out with fer, shui, ieee, boi, kwong and bryan.
haha.
i went to baby's house there and fetch her.
she showed me her new Guess wallet.
f3.
there..

after that we went to find fer etc at bunk.
we saw xiaotianz there.
haha.
he's dam tall and... his hair stylo.
his tail dam long ar.
lol.

after that, we walked around at bunk,
den went to New Cathay there.. to see if we can get any food.
end up, we had to walk back to PS there the 7-11 and get snacks.
lol.
-.-
after that, we walked back to New Cathay there again.
we're gonna watch Death Note.
haha.
at first i thought that show's gonna be nice.
end up.
..............
4/10. lol.
not that nice afterall.
fucking waste my money. 20bucks u know. =(
the show,
it's about this kira and 'L' against each other.
kira got the death note.
he can write ur name on the book and 40secs later, you'll die of heat attack.
'L' is a guy who's trying to stop this kira from killing pple.
he did not use his real name.
so kira could not kill him.
there's this flying creature called the Death God inside.
lol.
zzz.
it's dam fake lo. -.-

half way thru the show, i went out with baby to get her hotdog.
den when we were going back, i accidentally let the curtain hit her head, and she was dam angry with me.
zzz.
throughout the half of the show, she was ignoring me.
after that, she suddenly ask me go toilet,
to make her hair.
took quite awhile, den she said she wanna go home ler,
not feeling well.
so i cab her home.

she accompanied me to wait for my bus.
haha.
she bit me so many times.
dam pain. =(
she really bite sia.
argh. =x
she kept pinching my face etc.
f3f3.

i missed a bus when we were like sort of playing.
..
lol.
waited for another bus, den she went off ler.
she called me to accompany me on my way home.
it's gonna be an 1hour + trip.
god-dam it.
dam long.
..

AND, my phone's fucked up.
always show low batt when it's full.
__
talk half way, low batt ler, tio cut off.

reached home, i sign in msn.
talked to tian a while,
ben awhile,
ark awhile,
den baby nudged me.
so i went in to play aud with her for like 3 rounds.
den i went bathe, while she went to her own room.
that's all for yesterday.

=D

faith-

faith & rain-
12:32 PM

reached home at 11.30 liddat.
Wait for bus with baobao.
Just now was so irritated with him la.
Just now went watch movie with woshiboii, ieee, fer, shui, tutubryan and kwong.
lol bryan and kwong GAYS LA !
EEYERRRRRrr
anw i left halfway.
nt feeling well.
kukunehneh.
Death Note is a.....
BORING SHOW LA
ZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzZzzzzzzz
Ending is L meets kira, TO BE CONTINUED.
wah lao. waste my money and time.
or rather, waste bao's money, cos he paid. LOL.
lazy blog. i want go rest le.
BEN, dont sound so shocked when you hear my voice ma.
"huh~? you rain?"
._.
I not alien pl0x.

<3rain-

faith & rain-
12:55 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

aye~ Just came back from ViVoCity with my parents.
My parents are damn cute.
So loving~ aww~
My dad keeps teasing my mummy, cos my mummy works in the bakery in the morning~
Fry beehoon~ etc for breakfast.
My dad like to show her nice clothes etc and tell her,
"na, i buy for you this, you wear go fry beehoon"
=.=''
Then he was saying this month he bought like 6 tops and 4 bottoms for her,
my mama was like smile smile de~
CHEEKY LAE.
she say she dont need so many, is my papa keep wanting to buy for her
my dad was like~ you think i got money dont know where to spend meh~
you dont want i sure will not buy. lol.
OHH, my parents bought two tops in fila,
like same same design de,
like qing lu zhuang liddat.
Then i bought one fila small pouch,
$26~ if you ask me pay that much for a small itsy bitsy pouch, i die also will not do it.
BUT, my papa was arnd ma, he say~ "want ah? Buy lor"
So i bu ke qi le, keke.
Then went guess there look look.
I didnt wanna go in de, cos there all so exp~ i damn broke ._.''
My parents went in~ so i also follow em.
Then i saw this guess wallet~ i fell in love with it immediately~
$56 bucks.
I was like ~.~ i'm broke T.T
Then my mama came~
i told her, you buy a bag for me here i sure damn happy one.
She was like, ok lor, i tio toto tonight, you want how many i also buy.
._.
Then i show her the wallet, "nice hor?"
Mama: nice~ i think the price sure also very nice
me: ._.'' You pay la, i saw your wallet alot of 50 bucks.
Mama: BO LA, DAN GUGU TIO WU -.-

Then my papa came, my mama told him i want,
he look at me, take up the wallet and say : You want ah? not bad ah, quite nice. Take lor"
Me: O.O really ah?
Daddy: want jiu take
Me: ^^
lol~ then my mama look look at me, gimme that cheeky smile -.-
Me: DONT think of using my wallet, F5
Then my papa saw a watch, ask me go see nice anot. quite nice wor.
$500 +
I was like, hmm not bad ma, automatic de.
He say he think think first. cos 5OO bucks.
I'm SURE he will get it. lol.
Then went walk walk again~ didnt see much clothes that i like.
Kinda having headache ma.
OH ya, arnd 2+ liddat we went kopitiam there eat.
I tried the cold noodle,
OMFG -.-
like, EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW?
I eat one mouth, stare at my mama, then i put aside, go buy new thing to eat. LOL.
kns, waste $6. ._.
But nvm, it's expense paid for today xD
That guess wallet is enough to keep me happy, MUAHAHAHA.
Ltr going out with Ferinna, shuishui, dear watch Death Note.
dear say he gonna buy rings next week for us~ muahaha.
Cos this wk he no money~
Ltr i shall show him my fila pouch and guess wallet.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Make him jealous. MUAUAHAHHAA.
Then at night reach home, shall make my bro jealous. woohoo. xD
Now i'm eyeing on the Lady style jeans from Levi's,
$199.90
$.$

Okok, bao coming to fetch me at my hse here.
i better go get ready.
HEADACHE T_T

love me, hate me
I don't care =D
<3rain-

faith & rain-
5:34 PM

just came back home after work.
k, let me get started with what i did today.

woke up in the morning,
went school at 8.30am like that.
i wasn't late for class today.
amazing. =D
first lesson is IDEA,
we were told to draw and after that,
do some clay work.
zzzz.
dam stupid and boring.
=x
was like, ewwww.. my whole hands smells like shyt after that clay shyt.
after IDEA,
we went to foodcourt 3 and eat.
=D we skipped a lil of DE.
haha! =x
den quickly ran for DE class.
teacher suan-ed us for being late etc.
we're gonna do a J-K flip flop control circuit today.
dam hard.
zzzz.
luckily, xiaoxu, my china friend, teached me how to do it.
woooooo.. he's dam smart.
=/ compare to me...

after lesson, went T15 there, dota-ed a while, talk some shyts.
den had to go for Psychology lesson.
went there.
at first was dam boring, sms-ing baby while in class.
after that, we are suppose to move into groups.
so i moved and chatted with them.
haha. friendly people.
phew. =D
today's psy. class is only 1hour.
XDD
den i left str8 and met my friend who was gonna work with me today.
so we went to get some shyts.
he came my house, put his stuffs, and off we go to woodlands there.
met XL there, he led us to Gary, after that we started to sell lo.
sold like 10boxes nia.
at first only 8.
dam hard la.
we ran like 4 blocks?
only 10? __
k, thats around 30bucks.
better den nth.
=D

den went for dinner a bit a bit.
now i'm home.
=D
that's all for today's events.
haha.

baby's angry with me for not calling her when i reached home str8.
sighs.
i dunno wad to do now.
no matter how hard i try, i still disappoint her.
=(
i should try harder. think harder.
hope she chilling down.

dunno tml want buy rings a not.
i scare not enough.
=(
sian.
let me think again.
bb!

faith-

faith & rain-
12:24 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006

ahh.
just came back from vivo city with my HK friend.
tml he's going back.
awwww.
=(
dam tired today.
anyway, vivocity is dam huge.
so many shops around.
note, many shops are still not open yet.
imagine.. woots.
i walked till leg pain, also haven finish shopping there.
crazy & insane.
after that me and my friend went makan.
good food.
=D
those branded shops etc all can be found there i guess.
lol.
best shopping mall in SG.
girls sure like it dam lots.
saw some guys clothings which are dam nice. =D
saving up to buy those.
hahahaha.
must be stylo now.
baby always want me buy nice clothes.
=/

oh ya, tml still must go work.
sell ice cream. XD
hope to earn as much to buy all my stuffs.
destination : Woodlands.
those living there, buy pl0x. =D
heh.

baby's dam bad.
i said i did attend the class, but she doesnt believe.
......... i was....
that was like.. zzz.
nvm.
suan ler.

tml i'll be out almost whole day.
must attend the stupid psychology class.
which is held at 1pm-3pm.
gay like wad sia.
i wanted change class. but teacher asked me not to.
she's not in any place to decide my class.
=(
i think i have to stick to Friday's class.
awwwww.
nvm ba.
resign to fate.
zzz.
there's gonna be some project thingy, which is due next week.
wtf? k, gg to me.
=(
must choing some shyt liao.

just now i rushed home and reached like 11.30pm.
den i faster choing finish my IDEA's work.
lol, i din think or wad.
cuz teacher said "JUST DRAW".
so i just drew and i think dam artistics. =x
hehe.

some other days, i should just go out with my mum and get those stuffs.
=x
she's gonna say i'm making use of her again.
lol. zzz.
i'm god-dam filial k. f3f3.
my mum's rich, but she keeps saying she's not.
bluff who sia.
=/
haha.
okok.

enough said.
gtg now.
time for bed, later got school and psychology shyts.
god-dam it.
sian sia.
zzzzzzzzz..
somebody save me from these shyts.
GEMs suck.
really, i don't know why they came out with such classes.
waste of my personal time.
=(

nights all. =D

faith.

faith & rain-
12:55 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

fucking haze's making me sick.
zzzz.
i feel so irritated etc.
sian. =(

this morning actually din wanna come school,
but my mama forced me. -.-
struggled myself and came school.
was late for like 29mins.
1more min i'll be considered absent.
phew. =/

having a flu now. zzz.
my throat is pain too. =(
i'm looking out the window,
looking at the haze.
zzzz.
so god-dam thick.
gonna have my lunch soon one.
the haze make me so sick,
dont feel like eating lo. =/

before lunch gonna have PEEE tutorial.
argh.
a lesson that i always dont listen =x
jaja.
gonna use my laptop later. =D
play some games etc.
=x

after lunch still got DE lecture.
yawns.
another boring lesson.
gonna slack again.
do some maths ba. =D
gotta buck up. haha.

maybe after school, im gonna go meet my HK friend for a bball game etc.
haha.
he going back on this friday.
=(
how fast.
he's been my good friend since primary school. =/

continue...

i'm in PEEE tutorial class now.
fucking bored.
we got scolded by the teacher for coming in late.
we went for lunch first. early one. =x
thus, teacher said we disturbed his class.
so we tio kan.
-.-

after that can go library liao,
no need eat.
cuz we've done that.
jaja.

feel so lazy and slack today.
ahh..
anyway, i've done my CRS work. =D
song.
1 homework lesser.
jeje..

btw, GOOD LUCK TO BABY ON HER O's! =D

continue...

i'm in DE class now. blogging. =x
so u know wad i'm doing in class den.
not listening.
instead, dreaming.
wonder what's baby doing now.
confirm dam stress.
rofl.
hope she do well.
if not i'm gonna get lotsa whinings =x
ha. jk.
=p

zzz. i wanna go home!
argh.
i feel so tired now.
maybe after my lunch,
that's why =x

sian. school nowadays dam sian.
i gotta start studying and buck up soon.
hais.
DE and PEEE i miss so much ler.
maths i gg.
zzz.
i must get into study mood asap!
dam.
=(

k la,
i go listen liao. =x

faith-

faith & rain-
9:35 AM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

weee. blogging now.

yesterday went out with baby to Ikea and had out swedish meatball.
saw some unreasonable people pushing me in the queue, non-stop. __
after our food, we took a cab down to Bugis there and shopped around.
ha. took neoprint as well. =D
baby keep saying my head is big. zzz.
it's not ok. =p
we were going to meet fer and xwater later on, so we shopped around.
after sometime, we realised we still have 2 hours more to go.
zzz.
so we went to the Apple Struddle shop and ate, chit-chatted there lo.
there goes my money =x
i spent money like free yesterday.
noooooooooooo.
=(

after that, we took a bus to Cine and meet fer and xwater.
walked around with them.
den bought movie tickets to "You, Me and Dupree" at 5.20pm.
it's still early, so we went to play pool.
=D
baby doesn't know how to play, so she watched =x
i don't play well too.
fer and xwater are pros.
=/
bully us like wad.
lol =x
after pool, we went movie.
ha.
the movie was nice, funny and a bit touching.
Dupree is a very good friend.
=D
go watch den u know.

after movie, we went to bunk and see see.
met woshiib0i and ieee. ha.
we also met la0g0ng, a audition-er.
went dinner at PS.
bought omelette and went foodcourt to eat.
while eating for the food, we saw kuroshi, intockxicated, diana, streetdazer, tazzy etc.
lol.
fer talked to them while we wait.
i was chit-chatting with baby the whole time.
=D
xwater is a funny dude. lol.
really.
no wonder fer love him so so much.
hahahaha.
after dinner, we went to E-Games and play. ha.
me and baby shared a com.
cuz she's going home soon, and im gonna meet my other friends at 12am.
=P

soon, i sent baby home by cab and i cab to Ginza Plaza and meet my friends.
after that go home ler.
=D

nice day afterall.

leg, ben and ark, let's meet up someday. =D
i'm sure leg is alright. ben and ark.. hmmmm.
=D

faith.

faith & rain-
1:06 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

aCeFaith: 100-120?
aCeRaIn: you want ah?
******* no reply*******
aCeFaith left the room.

EH, how i know you DC. So i'm supposed to know when you don't wanna play and when you DC? Moreover, everybody was ready waiting. When you suddenly disappeared, how am i supposed to know what happened? You think i'm what? God? I'm not 你肚子里的虫, how am i supposed to know. Whatever. You just came home, tired and everything. And you're nt happy, forget it. I can't be bothered to explain so much anyway. Whatever i say, you will surely find something to talk back. Even so, wait 3 mins also cannot? When you in game, i also wait till you are done. In future, you play your own and i play mine. next time we don't play together, no need to quarrel.

1. People closest to you usually turn out to be the ones who don't understand you the most.
2. 我不快乐
3. Os is 19 days away. And i havent started reading anything.
4. I didnt prepare at all for today's Geo mock paper 2.
5. Anyway, i dont ever prepare for anything -.-
6. My bloody charger is spoil. I have to spend money to replace it without my dad knowing otherwise i'm SO dead.
7. If you think you have an attitude, I have a bigger one.
8. No one is in any position to judge by what they see (haven't these shallow people heard before that what you see isnt always what you get?), or rather to even judge.
9. Please stay FAR away from me.
10. I feel like flushing my phone down the toilet bowl right now. No why, just a feeling =)

RAIN-

faith & rain-
1:09 AM

Friday, October 13, 2006

pon-ed school today. ha.
only 1 lesson, so i din go.

gonna go out and work for friend at 6pm at boon lay.
lol.
=p
maybe till 10pm or so den finish ler.

just now audi-ed till now. ha.
lvl 16 clubber ler.
=P
geez.

tml going out with baby too.
=D
weeee..

kk, gtg now.
gotta bathe etc. den go work ler.
=D

hope to earn a lot =x

ciaos.

faith-

faith & rain-
3:19 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

lalala. been skipping school man. shit.
Last wk - 4 days out of 5
this wk- 2 days out of 3

I rock =)

Today my class only 12 people came out of 40. COOL?
Let's just say, it's awesome.
all the teachers were like crowding together and looking at our class, pointing and pointing.
Never see before? ._.''
Other classes just look at us helplessly, shaking their heads.
Looks like my class is SO in the limelight.

Whoever that has the password here, please DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT give it away.
I dont like strangers coming to me in maple with their noob chars or audition and telling me about it. I think it's retarded. It's MY blog so OBVIOUSLY, i know what's being written here. Come on, THINK. I'm sure gamers have more brains than that, don't they? I'm not referring to those whom i/ faith had given the link to directly. But to those who got it indirectly, whatever =)

By the Way, please recognise the following facts:

1. When people PAY for their movies, they expect to watch in GREAT pleasure and not hear some low-class act bengs scream and laugh and try to flirt. Sorry, but if i could, i would have kicked your bloody balls.

2. I have chauffeurs all over singapore. I hired and fired at least a hundred. Bus drivers, cabbies, SMRTs, my daddy, etc . So i expect to be treated with RESPECT because YOU are serving ME. (except my daddy of 'cos)

3. Althought i don't approve of the "stretch hand and ask for money" thing, i still do it.

4. If you're unhappy with me, just say it in my face. Cos i don't actually give a damn to whatever and whoever that tells me things when i dont like you.

5. Guys out there, please STOP WEARING THOSE BALLS SUFFOCATING BRIEFS OK? Firstly, it looks so gross, especially when you wear really tight pants. It makes me feel like puking right in your face. Wear boxers. Thank you

6. I hate hypocrites. So if you try and act in front of me, sorry but you can't make it. I detest you.

7. And not to forget, people with ulterior motives. Get your ass away. If you wanna act, please be MORE convincing ok? Cos basically, most of your drama skills really suck.

8. I'm a cynical narcissist.

9. I LOVE freedom of speech. I speak as and when i like.

10. If any of the above offended you, there can only be two reasons. 1, I'm referring to you. 2, They are not targeted at you but it so happens that you belong to that catagory. No offence.

<3rain-

faith & rain-
4:00 PM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

today is a dam boring day.

i'm feeling giddy and boring.
zzzz.

and now, audition is still patching. __
wtf?
..
asiasoft always late one.
10 00 - 17 00. now already 18 40.
..
never even update the web to keep us informed.

yawns.
k.

i go bathe etc.
:D

faith-

faith & rain-
6:45 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

im officially a lvl 15 freedom. :))))))
ha.
going on lvl 16 clubber soon.

anyway, just reached home.:D
went out with baby today.i was late.
:/
haha.

i bought a moo moo toy for her, while on the way to meet her.

the MOO!

after meeting her, we went to liang's court and eat.
shopped around there after eating our JAP curry. :D
we ordered JAP's chicken curry today.
haha.
as nice as ever.
:)
den baby bought sushi, which tasted like.. sweet and sour one. -.-
she doesn't like it too.
lol.

after that we walked to Bugis to catch a movie, "Rob-B-Hood".
before the movie starts, we went to shop around at Bugis Village.
baby was looking at her favourite clothes etc.
lol.
i was looking around nia.
guys wa, guys shop wad?
:x

weeeee.. 6.45pm ler.
movie starting.
we went to buy Nachos and went into the theatre ler.
had a hard time finding our seats. it was kinda dark and we came in just nice when the movie starts.
we were sitting quite in front. bad view. :( but still can manage to enjoy the movie.
there's these 4 pple sitting beside baby.
dam f-ing irritating.
kpkb non stop in the cinema.
not funny one also laugh.. like wtf?
k, retards.
worst thing is, they disturbed baby.
trying to pass popcorns to her etc.
i din know until movie ends and baby told me bout it.
otherwise i will get to them.
__

k. anyway, the movie was dam nice.
:D
remember to watch it for those who hasn't.
Jackie Chan and Louis Khoo, woots, funny and humourous ah.
:DDD

after movie, i sent baby home. while in the bus, we chit chat etc.
before she alighted, she passed me something she made for me. :D
ha. sweet.

we're both happy today.
nice day.

time to go to bed.
:D

1 HOUR MORE TO OUR 3MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.
baby, i love you. :D

faith-

faith & rain-
11:04 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

let the nature takes its course.
:)

i guess everything is ok now.

shall go audition with her now.
:D

lvl 15 soon.
ha.

faith-

faith & rain-
9:51 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

sian.

just now internet down for 2hrs.
phew.
finally working again. :D
if not i'm gonna be dam bored sia. T_T

haha.
and what the fish, msn's not working!
yawns.
i needa contact ben, ark etc for dota!
sian.

boring day.
i pon-ed school today. awwww. :x

nowadays, i really no mood to study. lol.
sian.

kk. i go watch tv, dinner etc.

bye.

faith-

faith & rain-
6:34 PM

BLAH.
Why does he always doze off on the phone -.-
kukuhead.
let's see. i skipped school on monday, tuesday, thursday and going to skip on friday, which is later.
LOL.
WELL DONE ADELINE =)
Fuck, i'm having my menses. Dont irritated me because i'll starting ranting and biting.
I must must MUST study.
i'm such an ass.
My Os is coming, i better start doing something about it.
I dont wanna end up in some crap course in poly.
I dont wanna go JC unless i cant get the course i want in poly.
I know i'm weird.
=)

It's been 90 days since we got together.
AND YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT -.-
GND pls.
Do something about the ugly cranes.
Dont waste your money.
Buy so much and keep meh ._.
And my soft toys =)
OH, and you try dozing off again, i'm gonna skin you.
You're so gonna get it later when you wake.
you're gonna get X4
reason:
1. i'm having my menses.
2. it's a 6th time you dozed off in less than 2 weeks.
3. i'm VERY moody.
4. dozing off without informing me; you deserve it.

I'm a demanding and irritating bitch when i'm moody.
Dont bitch with me.
I hate everyone.

<3rain-

faith & rain-
2:50 AM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

today went school earlier then i thought.

was early for maths class.
whole lesson i was paying full attention.
sms-ing baby while listening to class too. :D

after lesson, went for Auto-CAD class.
did some computer drawing work.

time for lunch ler!
went foodcourt 3 and ate mee siam. :D

ky's very stress now.
he was like.. 3 timing? lol.
nvm. i think 2 girls kinda like him.
went out with him, holding hands etc.
too bad, his gf in msia.
otherwise ky will be happier.
ha.
we were like making fun of him.
saying he's bad etc.
how can he do this do that.
lol. :X

anyway, was kidding nia.
ky dun take it to heart ha.

went home at like 5pm?
was dam tired.

k. gtg for dinner.
:D

faith-

faith & rain-
7:10 PM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

I used to believe in promises.
Promises that gave hope, that brings a smile to a child's face.
Like an innocent child, I very much believed that
Promises were made with the intention to fulfill.
However, time and time, i was proven wrong.
Soon irealised i had been numb to any other promises.
They could no longer bring a smile nor bring hope,
to that same child.
That child started to believe,
that promises were meant to be broken.

These words that people say, with the pet phrase "promise"
Soon became clear to her.
They were nothing but merely to entertain.
The same child no longer trusted any of these lies.
She thought by acknowledging them as lies,
She would no longer feel disappointment.
However, deep in her,
She knew that she was just waiting.
Praying and wishing that one day,
"Promise" could be brought back to live.
That no longer would she be decieved.
Alone, She waited.

However long the wait might be,
It did not dishearten her.
She's a strong child.
Or should i say, a child who puts on a strong front,
to protect herself.
No on knew how she really felt.
She was being someone else.
Not that same old child anymore.
That glow in her could no longer be found.
The joy that a child should have didnt seem to exist in her.
She is now an unhappy and pretentious girl.
Whom she herself no longer knew.
Who could not recognise her own reflection.

When you appeared,
She thought that she found hope.
The thought that was kept in the deepest part of her,
wanted so badly to surface.
Was it a hint that the child could start to be like any other?
She wanted to give it a go.
The promises you made,
I learnt to trust and believe again.
The scars that were there, seemed to stop hurting.
Yes, they could not disappear, but they didnt hurt as much as they used to.
I believed in believed.
Simply, believe.

Like a girl who just woke up from her dreams,
She woke up. She was snapped back to reality.
Was she asking for too much?
That light that glowed, that very same light,
Seems to be gone. Or rather, long gone.
She was too indulged in the harmless promises made.
Just like any other, you walked onto that path.
The child was immune to everything that's happening.
Suddenly, she realised that the scars that she thought could disappear in time to come,
were actually more evident as days passed.
The hurt accumulated while she was in her little illusions,
surged from all directions.
She stopped breathing, stopped thinking.
The world seems to stop moving just for her.

Was it all but a fruitless wait?
Will she ever get what she wants?
She's been on an emotional roller coaster.
It's not an easy ride for her to get pass.
But she pulled through.
She lived through the most adverse conditions alone.
She never really had a friend.
Or neither was she ever happy, really.
She tried to treat others with sincerity,
but all she got in return was hurt, lies, betrayal.
She learnt to protect herself.
Because she's sick of being the coward little girl,
who always gets bullied.
That's why she now turned out to be different.
She grew up in a way that little did.
She may seem nochanlent,
But who understands her?

Ok, i hope i don't sound idiotic. I'm being an emotional bitch right now. That's bad.
To baobao, althought you did not fulfill much of you promises made, it's alright.
I have been through that so many times, it seems to me that it might just stop hurting.
Thanks for being there for me to whine at, to let me vent my anger.
Thanks for caring for me. Sorry that i rejected your concern at times.
But please understand. I'm not used to being concerned by people.
Most people just stare and go. To me, This was like daily fare. I'm just so used to keeping everything to myself. So don't feel neglected if i ignore you. It's hard for me to change a habit that i have for so many years. A habit that i adapted to protect myself.
Lastly, start fulfilling some of your promises, esp my cranes, or i don't want you anymore.
=)

<3rain-

faith & rain-
9:08 PM

baby's dam sad today.
cuz of something.

hais.
she's really no mood.

so i've no mood to blog also.
=(
thats all for today.
another slack day.
tired.

faith-

faith & rain-
4:04 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

was looking through my maple ss.
so i decided to post some cute ones. ;D

mapleeeeeeee memories...

;DDDDDDD

faith-

faith & rain-
4:10 PM

in school now.

baby pon-ed school today again.
naughty.
she said she's gonna study at home herself.

and..she just woke up. PIG. :X

today dam boring.
nth to blog about. haha.

fer's with water liao.
saw ieee's msn nick.
whakakakka. grats fer. :D

ark gonna level up to 14 in aud today. lol.
fast ass.
:D

lvl 15 still long for me. T_T
nvm, slowly.

oh ya. my new suit. ;D coming soon.

and baby's new suit. :D

okok.
gotta go.
:)

faith-

faith & rain-
1:29 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

i pon-ed school today.
jaja.
i hate today's lessons. so might as well just pon.
:D
geez.

going play aud and dota now. :X
whakakaka.

baby also pon school. we both love to pon school.
jeje.

later can chat and play with her.
:D

shuang. :DDDD

faith-

faith & rain-
2:54 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

yesterday.

haha.

went out with baby yesterday noon.
was raining heavily at her house there. so she was kinda late. :x

after meeting her, we went to ikea to find her favourite swedish meatballs.
but too bad, the whole place was dam crowded.
so we went to AnchorPoint to eat.
we were choosing wad to eat. lol.
suggested this and that.
so, end up we ate KFC. haha.
i ate Zinger Meal and baby dunno eat wad. something with fish burger one. :x

after food, we cab down to PS and walk walk. we wanted to buy rings for each of us. :D
we were walking around, looking for the shop.
climb here and there.
finally, we found the shop. :D
there are quite a number of rings there. all different in designs.
i think the black ones are dam cool. :D
but baby preferred silver kind.
:(
the price for the rings are ranged from 60-90 sgd. lol.
gonna save for it. den we go there and buy. jaja.
don't think we gonna take a long time.

after seeing the rings,
we walked to the underground below the MRT station. there got some shops. so we shopped around. we bought a hairband and some earrings. dam cute. :D hehe.
baby's gonna wear the hairband when she go out with me.
the hairband is dam cute. lol. white with black spots on it, and got a ribbon on it some more.
the earrings are in star-shaped and square-shaped. lol.
hahahaha.
she will confirm look dam cute. :DDD

after that, we walked down to netspriel from PS.
when we reached there, we asked the rate of the lan shop.
the counter girl told us it is 3.50sgd per hour. so we were kinda sian at first.
luckily i asked for the membership thing.
and it turn out that the whole member thing is free!!
means 1 hour 1.50sgd only. but we both wondered wad's the use of the membership when its free.
might as well put it 1.50sgd/hour for everyone. simple wa. -.-
after signing up, there were no coms available. so we walked to ParkLane mall and walk walk.
we went to the arcade and played some games.
and guess wad?
we saw Ian and Kaka. lol.
i regconise them, but they don't or rather they never see me before. haha.
Ian look taller in RL den in photos. :x

after playing the games. we went back to netspriel.
weeeee.. 2 coms are available.
we swapped coms around for Audition. some coms haven even patch. -.- wtf.
so end up we took com 19 and 20. both and aud de.
and played for like 4hours. :D
i leveled there to 14.
baby helped me to pass my licence.
i failed the first trial.
zzz.
den baby played, she passed.
like so easy like tat. i noob la. :(

after playing, we went to eat cause baby's hungry.
we went parklane's mac and ate. haha.
mcwing's set meal.
i was kena forced to eat also. :x

baby eating :D

after eating, i sent her home and we tian mi mi at the bus stop a while. LOL.
whakakaka. :D
chatted on fone with baby while i was on the way home. :D

reached home like around 11+pm. den went bathe etc.
called baby.. and guess wad?
she's playing aud. -.-
not tired at all one. :x

today.

woke up, called her.
went aud with her till now.

played couple mode. and got 14 hearts. jaja.
but our record was 15hearts.
but we din ss it down.
:(

here it is. :D

faith-

faith & rain-
3:44 PM